is anyone out there????

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

$1000 lesson

woke up to find my fridge making all sorts of noises. I Let Pat take care of the whole thing. This was a hard thing to do.I usually handle everything...but today i was not getting involved. It was my little challenge. My game. I won...well I did good. I would usually stress over things like.. "did he shop around?" "Is is getting ripped off?" "Is he asking all the right questions?"...I need to realize he is a grown man and there was life before Jennifer. I guess you could say I'm a bit controlling. I'm working on thaT. Soooo a new $1000 fridge and a lesson learned. I cant ask for more!

Tuesday, January 5, 2010


why is it that my husband think the rules do not apply to him. I mean seriously! We joined weight watchers..( i am still shocked he went with me). He wants to do it his way. Now how the fuck is that going to work! We are on different pages! Well ill show him! when i lose the poundage he will wandering why he dint budge. We already started fighting. This has to be easier!. I am just going to take care of myself and not worry about him!! You know....that's my problem...i worry about him and put me second. I cant control him and I'm sure he doesn't want me to either. So today tomorrow I will start putting me first and letting him be accountable for himself. we will see how that works!! wish me luck!

Monday, January 4, 2010

weight watchers

Patrick and I are starting our lifestyle change. . I cant believe pat is going with me. This is huge for the ole husband. I wander how long this will last. 2 weeks? 3 weeks? I give it 3. The problem is we love to eat! We live to eat! WE both quit smoking about a year and a half ago. WE did it together. We both gained weight together too!. I still cant believe I don't smoke. I miss it! I think about! I will never go back. Its like I lost my old pal. My nookie!
well goodbye to my other friend..."the cookie".Well for at least some time..that is!

Sunday, January 3, 2010


well just finished watching Julie and Julia. I guess it made me think a bit. I need something thats my own. I mean something that's just for me. I did ask my husband for a netbook for Xmas. I got one. I love it!!!! this stupid little computer is all mine. I can update, change fonts,download pics and especially have my own password. No one one else has it. I am not hiding anything its just my sanity. I cant explain it. iT just is.
I wander how long I am going to keep this up..Or really what I want to blog about.

well my name is Jennifer.. I am a hair designer. I am a wife and stepmom....I love my itchy dog to much.